Lookout & Remembrance

Last night Doug and I had a date night. It was great. We went to Dinner and then to 8.O to see Andrew play his last gig with Lookout. Again. It was nice. Brian was so nice to us. He saw me taking a picture of Andrew and then after the set came looking for Doug and I. Earlier in the day we were talking about the memorial tattoos we wanted to get. I have always wanted one that was not a traditional one you see on everyone. My dream would be to go to LA and have someone at Kat Von D's shop design one but I don't see myself going to LA anytime soon. Standing there at 8.O I got the wild hair to go and do it so off we headed to Randy Adams. They were great. They really worked with me on my "vision" as the artist called it. He was so nice. Here is what I ended up with. I have never experienced that level of pain before without being in labor. At least with labor you get an epidural usually. I was squeezing Doug's and for dear life. I wanted him to take a picture of me getting it but he told me he would have to let go to take the picture. I told him too bad and take it with the other hand.

Mom when you read this post don't freak out. This is my way to outwardly show my remembrance for Ryan.

Will doing his work

My tattoo